Monday, March 30, 2015

FOREWARD

Any person familiar with the Southern Coast of California eventually finds that it is REALLY close to a large body of water.  The Pacific Ocean. 

I met a few characters along the way so far. It's taken 20 years plus the time arranged along the definitive 1996 - Present; which works out to a span of time nearing closer to 25 years than 20 though not as long as 30 years.

James Stausser (c.1952 - 03/26/2015).

James and i met in 2013 in Ojai California - oddly, around the Library that Publicly we seemed drawn to for purposes or reasonings beyond our meager language skill in discourse arrived to helping us to define.

Though, when i learned that he was struck by a moving vehicle and deceased - i felt a deeper sense of loss than i have before regarding those whom i would not be seeing to speak with again - there was a quality of Technology; James and I had been discussing recently.  Factually about Processing Speeds, Collocation Theories - Paradigms of City Managment.  Types of discussions many alcoholics involved deeply within the dis-ease itself find troubling to not capable to discourse - James was a Different Soul - Yes.  A different mind in society; a Mind about being in society.

As we saw each other happenstance to the Public Areas of the City of Ojai - he mentioned at times his life was in jeopardy.  That was not taken lightly as i had been poisoned, accelarted upon by a driver, was also finding it difficult to move along the RECOVERY of the past traumas that had been troubling me enough to be Journalistic about discussion with others - though sensitive to the University Paradigm of RECORDING and Journalistic LIVE! SATCOM embedded Journalism - i have a measure of CONTROL now over my own SATCOM mind - James was finding it troublesome to explain to be what over the Five Decades of Kronkite SATCOM Level discussion persons such as Foster a State Department Employee was develving into - having a three chambered mind rotating around the Near Death Experience Record - a Pie Chart;  essentially the Deep Limbic System itself in the Pituitary Galnd region of our Cranium - to the nature of the Ojai Library Portico Format - a Patio and something greater?

As i began to see clearly what i was looking at - James's eyes would also arrive to the antithesis to the rumi drunkeness so apparant in other consumers of inebriation - his BEHMOD was not being his Captors CONTROL - he was living FREE! of being watched constantly and hit in his Chakras - even though as so many he had been clearly confused by the nature of the Years i was away - having been told by others i had no use for him - that simply was not so - we had no ever discoursed whom James Stausser is or was - i am still left to a sense of loss.

We had moment to Hug Deeply - he seemed to be a Gentle Soul - he seemed to almost relish some moments - a clear BECKON was often in his eyes as i closed upon the idea i was having so much difficulty expressing.  James not once EVER fingered others by name - he not one ever agreed with me regarding my statements about Politicians nor about a Fall.  I do not believe that James fell down in traffic patterns.  I do not believe James was nearly dead - so, anyways.  I believe that in the Tennis Games of the Patterns i again was losing in on a signal GROUP and James is the recipient of what i am not - a being struck dead.

What i mean to think out about James is the knowledge several have of his Financial situations - his at times stated desire to ressurect his mind and body from the throes of being a full blown alcoholic.  Yet even when finding him snockered back again - i didn't have the mirth in eyes to kick at him as he seemed to be "in-listening to "mind property"" - both of us realized he might have confirmed something in one of our "interviews" that within XPERTBASIC(TM) helmet designs and SATCOM devices demonstrating a willingness if not expressive mandate to ARCHIVE - James is not a lost soul - nor a fallen angel.

In Southern California i have met a style of Street Magic - from Glenn Emannuel to James Stausser - a type of regal street artistry is what i have seen - Mark the Patchouli Cigarette smoking guy from the Ojai bench seat - a consumate whom claimed often in a weird haze of being - "The beetles stole my homework" i thought of THE INSECT COMEDY at those times - i was going to DIRECT that at Theatre 150 one summer; instead arriving to Cleveland to meet my ninty year old friend and greatest mentor - Beni Tearlitski Tearle-  he two weeks later was no longer available either for a discussion.

As this novel approach to writing winds down - finally - being a THESIS about collocation and deepspace theory - a paradigm though - a new-aged model of cosmic radiation background is a device that i have built. I have a strange gift in figuring out not angles; but ANGELS!

From Original Kernel idea to Kernel Compiler to Lost Compiler to Found "Holy Shit" moment of that's where it ended up - in all the Master Boot Records regardless of Intranet Firewals for the moment - so it is the REPULSER center of the Firewall Model that is unbreakable - at UCSB Physics Department - not deeply explained in SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN April 2015 - the rest the Bumpy Fruit Roll Up device of the Tahoe party.

In this - James Stausser - oddly enough a Family man - a Father and an Uncle - a Cousin and  Friend - Rest in Peace from the Edge of the Continent Bro'

We might not have taken days off to mentally re charge the same way in the structure of this "party" but we did connect in NANOSCIENCES discourse - i have not met many whom have taken the effort to carry their Generational understanding of the Techinology as James did - why the Library?  not the Ages of the Beings - the Beings themselves? The NO CHILD LEFT BEHIND ACT - he is a Bush Fellow - so that means careful to believe in the nauture of Book Reports and Reading Trade Books - to a man - at least.

He seemed to genuinely care - but also realzied he was destined to fight the deeper restleness in mind when two of the three chambers are always rotating - something is lost in a telepathy "Act" we are seeking. That seems to be what got James - his inability to be Energized to take on the Powers that Be in their desire to destroy Integrity and American Styled dreaming - that is where the Palestiniens have failed to wage a Right to be Alone to Rule it all - also though as we all seem to have been - until a recent shift in the Ages - from the Age of Information to now what? Age of Less Bullshit than Before? Dangerous age to arrive to? isnt it if that is all it arrives to - a front ended outing?

James ran afoul of something that is shamless about covering a perversion of shame - though oddly had so little shame himself in demonstrating a willingness to take each day as it arrives.

I guess that meant head on - in the end also.

I shall then - be aware walking along the road in the evening, the early morning, day and night  - i have seen the trucks moving along the way driven by men whom are destined to be noticed as a character also. I have not once ever hit a Pedestrian - not even close. I would swerve to a tree first - before hitting a Pedestrian.

I do believe in the REAP what yea Sow idea of Religious Value.  I do also know what XPERTBASIC is to a (TM) and to a (tm).  I do also realize what SCUBA(TM) is to (tm) a Master Diver versus a Recreational Diver.

A Trainer versus a Trained newbie.

XPERTBASIC(TM) the Story of a Kernel Idea i am Dedicating to the Memory of some of the lost boys around Ojai - men and also youth whom have decided to be genderless Men of Spirit regardless of the nature of Anatomy.

They are a odd ball group of Survivors whom have been held to a perversive nature of exthortion regarding things mostly left to silence - if not all to the point...  Playing this way is going to leave a Group alone - they will have Whittled away all of those Coverings they so cultivated over the decades.

What then will any Shield be for them? a Last resorted Savior?

I would advise that you begin to pay closer attention to:  less ordering off the corridor and more getting over being hypocrites.

It is a stange planet filled with oddballs - sine or cosine about 85 MILLION years ago - a metaphysical Breaking of the World occurred say some - the Aes Sadei Cliques Sects and Revivalists emerged  - though be careful as one reads into the Eyes of the World Series(c)(r) - those are SYSTEMS of Gaming simulations.

Those are SYSTEMS - not Games first simulations only BEFORE you tamper them - tamper them and they are what Dungeons & Dragons(c)(r)(TM) is to a (tm).

As in:: Play Station is a System first that is useful to Gamers secondly.

Being aware of the Politcians stating the Politically correct babysitter intonation of yeah bed time - wink nod - then arriving to selling you out?  The SNITCH is not what i have met along the way - i am to demonstrate those "Interviews" as easily as Home Movies made in the 1970s.

I plan to be fully capable to demonstrate to you what Privatization of Peace means a murkiness at best when XPERTBASIC(tm) is leading instead of the (TM) - though if you gotta throw up signs of peace - meaning others that also do or do not are imposters willing to be less than James Stausser will be remembered for being - it is not a way to SWORDFISH endings - or REWRite a Disc of Life.  that is a foolish idea when this (TM) is FORENSIC - the best second is a Commerial Product - i am not expalining Commericaility - james realised what i was stating - a Forensic Format - a Loyal subject evidently also to the Monarchy - best any American could be i would suppose - et Nous? et Vous?

Readers i guess are aware that AGORAPHOBIC is also a great way to live - simplyfy by not watching COLLOCATION of Tennis Elite Selling out firecampers; Rhama Restrooms ; Exective Mansions Suites etcetera viade "HAte" squads watching you when there is also a necessary evil when you do that - a Central Scrutinizer - a J.R.V.S. System reading ONLY device - no way to OVERWRITE - it is READ ONLY. a FORMAT.  The .jaff FORMAT.

When i consider that James might have had a few more pints to offer up in the Gazebos of America - i also look at those whom seem to Civily say - so its a 11550 arriving - BEWoooooooP! versus - hey why not Entrape - this YOURS as they pour out of an OPEN CONTAINER suspcious contents - way to harrass again when you SHOULD have gone to find the Loud Scolding Fool instead of being overly interested in a Legal Discussion you arent really a Part of - nor going to be desired to be a part of - unless you know something else about Murders of course - in that - when the Courts dismiss - it is NOT YOUR BEESWAX to take the Moonlighting matter into your own hands or to Cover up for Otehrs - is it? the FORMAT is a GLOBAL one affixed to Nuclear Decay Rate - shall you think that out before attempting tohear a call to being a Hero?

Oh Drinking Thirty- thinking they arent watching and livid? they might not be - they might also be - though simply do not care to explain they are Air Conditioned and switiching to Roon Toilet based also - upon what they believe they see in the Gazebo - a few moments later...

Would you really want them to HYPERSTIMULATE your Sexual Organs deep limbic system when you are not ready to drop the goop? or would you care to know they watched 16 BILLION USD$ Password be entered into his keyboard then whacked a guy? or watched you watch that then watching occurred  -useless again am i? or Vous or Nous? depends whom has the Might versus the Brawn?

Are or would you be surprised to learn that the nature of a "Queenly Pillow" is what they do when the Money train stops because one says - not living to your exthortion anylonger!

NO!

That means to stop exthorting them ...

Literally - and what that leads to is what is left if they aren't capable to give it up for your silence - or the monies for your cooporation? Means Moonlighting is not really a problem  THE ETHOS of the Job is - that any Service Technicians retired from being Busted up in 1980s are today Library Technicians leaves me somewhat uncomfortable thinking off duty they are building Machines? working for a Privatized Parole System - means any Man that is BENT is as BENT can be?

Too much OVER TIGHT NESS is what i found in the State Parole System - both ways though - something similar to GOLDEN PARACHUTE over paranoid about not going to open- but a guy as James whom had one? Leads to the entrances taking over a Proposition 215 Medical Rights market discussion viade any Pillow - legitimately - what else when Monies aren't the Object? power over mens minds and the nuclear plants - there is a HUGE amount of monies that are going to have to be spent on infrastructure - and that means really soon.  means James Stausser might have been open to XPERTBASIC(TM) was overheard = and whacked? why would i have whacked him - why would any on my behalf? that is stupid considering what i have been Theorizing about HEREIN.

Re Builds and Politics though wont work within J.R.V.S. as M.I.N.G. Systems (TM) Operation Style is not something i can "gift" away. I wont RECOMMEND Hacking at it either - Former State Department personnel are not the only ones with Rights.

That is quite Impossible - and that means Pentagon Computing Center et seq - all the way down to the Library systems - and viade Eletromagnetic Pulse? the Stand Alone Machines - even built from Scrap - in a Cave - in a Desert after being nearly Assassinated for - opening a big fella mouth - also being Honest about a day done to standards.

James Stausser - a contemporary.

Thirty Days to Jim's memory began on the 27th.

We have completed a Ocean to Ojai Midnight walk - have to miss the bus to start that one off...

We have completed Another day in Washington D.C. in the Space Between my Park moments they cannot hear unless i have echoed it first - i am confident of that in the discussing of oddities... likely will mention him for the next 26 days someway or another.

As to Individual- in the Ojai Valley as has those Participants in the Park have - since we have been Observed vaide SATCOM happily munching Cud to define moments of domestic "tranquility" - would ACK ACK roast our backs for what we are not?

Hiccup ... for what we are? why did the cows get blazed first? Didn't leave much - and Lawrence Welk is not a Problem any longer.

James will be noticed again ... !  a hiccup - that is with the RECOVERY that you cannot seem to alter in each of our own hiccup moments - i think that also has been "Journalistically" discoursed with certain characters that reach the scene to say - whoa! what da fuck did that ?

Measuring skid lines - finding times and limits of eye sight...

This XPERTBASIC(TM) FORENSIC reading is a way to be honest about what are happening to the Cold Warriors of the Generation James Stausser lived though.  He did see some NICE EYES. likely also some Nice "i"s - or listened as he fell to sleep as many of us non inebriated do

Yeah - he has had some fascinating expereicnes - all i can hope for - in us all - is that there are enough water backs following some of those greater spirits. James also did not argue with me when i intoned this was important -

Drink Responsibly.

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